Treadmill: 30 minutes
Sober: Day 11
I’ve been thinking about it and one of the reasons I started publicizing my drinking/sober journey was to prove that I was human and will stumble like so many do. My dilemma is now wishing I hadn’t started it. What if I fail? What if I fall off the wagon? What if I decide to drink just one cocktail again? I did it a few weeks ago and didn’t get drunk. What if I don’t buy or drink a bottle of bourbon anymore? What if I just stopped telling you all all about my life?
What if I just stopped blogging for a while?
I must be awful to date. To lie to someone telling them they’re a good person and then leave them. He must have been so relieved to have gotten rid of me.