I’m on the couch with both boys and both dogs and I’m seriously depressed. I’m not even drinking. Didn’t drink yesterday. I can’t blame that. I’m experiencing loneliness and sadness.

How much longer until I get over him? Why do I feel so irritable and anxious tonight?

I’m experiencing it though. Not drinking and disguising it. Feeling all this fun shit.

I want to lose weight. Motive and messiness.

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    1. I was just thinking last night about how if I didn’t have the boys I probably would have killed myself after the day I had yesterday, the year I’ve been having. You’re comment was really needed this morning. Thank you.


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