You’re right. I only need myself and I need to stop bullshitting. I started this morning (after a good night of sleep with my dogs in bed with me:)) by deleting my online dating accounts. If I’m ever going to grow or get better I need to get through what I’m going through on my own. And I don’t need the added stress of dates to go along with it. So I’m going to continue to not drink, raise the boys. work on friendships, work on me and read all these books I have accumulating on my nightstand. I’m going to work out and lose weight. I should be happy! (My nail’s are growing fabulously too with new vitamins too!) So here goes nothing!I have plans to attend another meeting tonight. Let’s do this!