I managed to stay completely sober on a date tonight. It was boring as hell. He has a doctorate, has traveled to many countries, operates on people needing pins and fake body parts and I found him completely boring.
He told me via text he was actually nervous because I was “flat out gorgeous”. He, not so attractive.
I found myself to be boring. I cried all the way to pick up the boys. I’m still not over Adam and I’m desperate for friends. But I stay sober. I can do this.