I’m still not over Adam. I compare guys to him. But I push through that knowing there’s no chance in hell we’ll ever work out. But my date Thursday went ok. He talked a lot. I’m not sure we have interests in common to start a relationship. He plays in a band and goes out…Read more »
Funny thing Friday, I got off work and didn’t pick up beer or bourbon. I didn’t feel like drinking. My mom had a cookout at her house last night and I decided to pick up a six pack. I drank all of it because of a family quarrel. My mother’s exhusband was invited to the…Read more »
My lovely 14 year old Boston Terrier is an asshole. He loves to hike his little leg on my furniture. I’ve had to remove all rugs from my first floor because before the furniture, he and Molly my 15 year old mutt loved to pee on my rugs. I’ve gated off the upstairs because it’s…Read more »
I’m on the couch with both boys and both dogs and I’m seriously depressed. I’m not even drinking. Didn’t drink yesterday. I can’t blame that. I’m experiencing loneliness and sadness. How much longer until I get over him? Why do I feel so irritable and anxious tonight? I’m experiencing it though. Not drinking and disguising…Read more »
I’m sitting here thinking about all the snide comments about my texting Adam he made. How frustrated he appeared with me at times. I was nothing but nice to him, always. I’m not going to let anyone treat me like that again. Maybe I shouldn’t be that nice to people either. It reminds me of…Read more »
Had my follow up from my physical today. I was concerned with my EKG, everything gray related and my liver for obvious reasons. My cholesterol is high and given my family history he wants me on medication. After that relief I told him about my concerns with my weight and my drinking. He asked how…Read more »
He respects himself. I wasn’t good for him so he left. I can’t say I blame him. He left me on a night I was drinking heavily. Now, to learn to respect myself. I’m off the dating websites and I worked out today. I need to work on friendships.