I weighed myself and I’m down a pound. This is taking forever but I’m glad I’m finally seeing the scale move in the right direction. Days sober: 2
I titled this blog, stupidly, “I Understand” to let most of you know I can relate to your problems. Depression, anxiety, grieving, alcoholism, anorexia, you name it – I’ve felt it. But the truth is, I don’t understand you all. No one can and I feel the need to apologize for the assumption I do.…Read more »
I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again. I really miss Tennessee. I miss my old life and I really miss Nashville. Frankly, I don’t know where my heart lies. May be changing my five year plan.
This wasn’t supposed to publish but I’ll finish it I guess. I saw a Snapchat blurb pop up today from a guy that pursued the hell out me a year ago. For the first time my heart didn’t jump. He was married when he came to my house to install a door. He brought my…Read more »
Going on three weeks without a drink now. I’d like to say I’m thinner and my skin is clearer but I’d be lying. But I did watch YouTube videos of cute cows last night and couldn’t bring myself to eat meat all day:) Now, to get through tomorrow. I had to make a doctor’s appointment.…Read more »
Ironically, my boss just came over and shared his personal struggle with finding a job three years ago before landing here. And he even said he thought it was meant to be. Too funny:)
I’m a little, ok, a lot, ashamed to admit this but I kind of like the Florida Georgia Line duet out on the radio now. Up until recently I didn’t pray much. Didn’t think too much about a god or any almighty existence. If fact, I’m still not convinced there’s the God. But maybe there…Read more »