I’m assuming I’m still 160 lbs. I’m not weighing myself every day. Too depressing. No alcohol today. Woke up before 7. Started cleaning the downstairs. The boys rode their bikes as I attempted to run again. I’ve been taking my two geriatric dogs for a walk around the block before I “run” but I don’t…Read more »
Lbs. 160 Sober Walk/run attempted. Repeat, attempted. Sports bra sucked ass. Everything on me jiggled. Absolutely everything. Fixed a frozen pizza for dinner. Ate half what I usually do. I love pizza. Salad and “healthy” frozen dinner for lunch. I’m going to do this. I’m not going to be his fat ex. I’m going to…Read more »
Lbs. 160 No alcohol Attempted to run a short distance around the block again. Had a much better sports bra on;) 1400 calories eaten, all water, protein, fruits, veggies, low carbs
I know I should be thankful to have a job but it’s depressing me. I finally cried about it tonight. I do nothing all day. I talk to no one all day. I read news sites for fuck’s sake. They hired me to run 2 programs. They’ve purchased one program and I’m waiting for them…Read more »
Hung out with nice guy last night. Not smart. Gonna have to pass on this one. With me starting a second job soon and with the kids, I’m sitting out of dating for a while. I don’t have to replace their father, I’m doing fine on my own. Saw my psychiatrist two days ago. I’ve…Read more »
Read this today and it resonated. “People don’t abandon people they love People abandon people they were using” I’m not mad. I’m aware now.
I went grocery shopping Friday. Watched what I ate this weekend. I woke up early this morning to fix a healthy lunch and get the kids off to school on time in something less than a panic. Yesterday I got out some winter clothes for this 60 degree weather. I can’t fit into my pants.…Read more »