I’m sitting here thinking about all the snide comments about my texting Adam he made. How frustrated he appeared with me at times. I was nothing but nice to him, always. I’m not going to let anyone treat me like that again. Maybe I shouldn’t be that nice to people either. It reminds me of…Read more »
Playing with fire. Every boy trapped in a man’s body’s wet dream.
I started feeling lonely just now and missing Adam. But then I remember laying in bed next to him most nights wondering if I could live that way, no cuddling, he paid little interest in me, touched me little, other things I would have settled with. I got over it. I will find better. If…Read more »
$300 Michael Kors bag, Target hat to protect this pale skin and hundred dollar hair dye. Empty beer cans that warrant a trip to recycling. Cholesterol pills. Sigh. I’m feeling very old and sad. And I’m blogging like a little bitch. I need to improve my friendships or find a man. To save you all.
I’ll remove the stumps from your landscaping. I’ll paint the trim. I’ll replace the door jamb. All lies. Can I put all of the above in an online dating profile? That’s all I need. And now my door is off its track. I’m so used to lies, a guy called me pretty today and asked…Read more »
Had my follow up from my physical today. I was concerned with my EKG, everything gray related and my liver for obvious reasons. My cholesterol is high and given my family history he wants me on medication. After that relief I told him about my concerns with my weight and my drinking. He asked how…Read more »
He respects himself. I wasn’t good for him so he left. I can’t say I blame him. He left me on a night I was drinking heavily. Now, to learn to respect myself. I’m off the dating websites and I worked out today. I need to work on friendships.